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I don't give a fuck.

totally do not know how to begin this note, so go straight to the point. What about me? Saturday was really crazy, to this day can not comprehend what was happening, but I feel that anything bad has evaporated, and again I have this blind, but comforting hopes, plans and ambitions. Really, we sometimes go to the relatives of people and shit, tell the whole of myself all the worries you, sitting in for over 5 years. It is better, thanks.
That day we got from Andie book, t known factor path by depression.'' He read one? I doubt, D. In any case, I feel that he can help me tremendously. Now, looking at all of situations in my life, slowly begin to notice these reasons, prior to the action and effects. I had time for me to feel, cry and totally dismissed any hope to achieve anything, so it will get used this book and re-draw positive energy. Sometimes I wonder ... Even yesterday I asked this question during the retreat. Is it really me I direct my life, whether it's me doing this election, to decide the path, or simply a foregone conclusion this is how I live, and I'm just a pawn, a puppet in the hands of a madman? Well ok, with this crazy little overdone. I mean ... In church they say something like that, like all of us have determined the date of death. If so, whether the designated is not the case for a lifetime? And if so, who appointed them and whether it really was the right thing? Is the fair? Do not I have the same rights to decide about their doings? And if so, why should 'we will then be judged'? Okay, no one probably does not understand my gibberish, and if I had to put more of these rhetorical questions, doszłabym for something completely absurd and ridiculous. Itself is lost.
And anyway it's funny when a single entity because the crowd goes 'so you', right?
Today I experienced how people are really desperate, powerless, helpless holding on to hope, even the thinnest branches. They believe in the words of someone posed above and follow him, not having quite the view, however, blindly believe that it might help. Damn, if I'm not by chance be the same? I also kind of believe blindly ... But I'm not going to be anybody, I believe what she will put in front of you, and not what others tell me, because I need it because it is appropriate, because most people believe it so you have to. Haha, it often happens that this is lost among the crowd ... crowd.
good, quiet, if you missed this passage, it is well done. Now a bit about fashion (because it's like this was supposed to be this blog, not my brand of conflicting considerations.) Two days ago, unless ordered shoes from Zara (God, issues that were not too big) and the bag, which came today (hey, our Polish Post Office is making progress!), Is very large and middle zip pocket is wrong, but fell in love with her : 3

For this last friend persuaded me to contract the gel to the face of Avon's (I'm not a fan of this company), but I must admit it is brilliant. Not only it smells wonderful (Peaches: 3) and its imposition I have a soft, warm skin, it is also very large and cheap (about 10 gold), in conclusion, do not know much about cosmetics as most of you, but check it out!

Well ok, enough for today, last days are filled with do not have time to even get on / in / to the Internet (total eclipse, I do not know what to use, c), so forgive me if I do not read your notes .
love today weather, sunshine, fresh air, and unfortunately my nose extending a second week, lovely.
And, I would forget!
know what tomorrow is the day? Yes, April 1, April Fool, but this day something to me. It was April 1, 2006, I started ... (Damn, that's 5 years. FIVE! Anyway, anyway, this figure also something for me to say) ... I began to write. But yeah seriously, namely, I wrote ... of someone important. Like today, I traveled by bus from school, I looked out the window at sun-drenched field and the Vistula, I thought about it. How much do I put this once-writing. It was a priority for me in life. I could collapse test, quiz, relationship with friends if only to add a note on the blog. I loved doing it, gave me some self esteem and really miss it. Now I can not write anything now, though I would give anything in the future. Really. During those five years my style has improved greatly, I still have records of what I was writing the age of 12, tomorrow is likely to sit in silence, in the dim light the lamp and open the envelope containing my first 'works'. I do not know how to react to this, everything will be filtered this feeling that within these five years all the time holding me and not let go, do not know how to further deal with it, however, accept the best scenarios. Damn, I have 12 years old and already feel it. Have 17 and still feel the same.
nuts.

song for today: Stereophonics-maybe tomorrow .

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Chicken, just now watched this video. Ingenious, really. Ideally gets in me and convinces me, which I kept for a long time. Now I know why I like this track. Simply missing. I walk away from everything like the camera at the end of the clip. Strange, yet puzzling.

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Zeit.

Today it snowed. Enormously from the fact I am happy. At least for a moment I could have the impression that he was not in March, but in December, at best, in November. Or maybe went back in time? No, I did not.
time. Damn, I hate it. Mocking me, laughing in the face, is a sadistic and very wicked ... unit? He knows that each of us is his subject and is therefore incredible ecstasy. I hate to be depending on someone. I always wanted to be free, to have pure consciousness what I do and live as I want, not as someone dictate. Work for yourself, not for someone not to listen to the orders of some idiot who, while most absurd to do, I would have them do, though contrary to my beliefs. YES I DO NOT WANT. I do not want to be dependent on a stupid time that happy with my tears seeing more and more speeds. I do not want to be now or a minute earlier, I'd shut up in some cage in which there is no law rządziłyby.
scared. I guess I have an illness, phobia adolescence, because I simply do not want to do it, do not want to have 18 years to reach adulthood, I'm afraid of nothing that will work out like that I'm naive and that everything is lost in what I believe in this journey of time.
conclusion, I feel terribly lost and behind.
March 26. March 26. Stupid on 26 March.

Do you like fall under the blanket and covered it up so that no remaining crack, breathable particles of light? I am, then it is so dark and I have a feeling of limitless possibilities, because I see a free, black space, no material items that discourage me from getting to a particular purpose. I would like to describe a precipice in the dark, in fact, not only to have it before my eyes, all but inaccessible.

song for today: Alex Goot-Pretty Eyes .

I can not stop listening to it since yesterday.

I hope that you, being it is not known where, but probably somewhere far away from me, and maybe on the contrary, you're not so bad at the time, like me. After all, do not have the same flaws, maybe it's time alone in itself is not so bad? I am curious what you think about it. Maybe time will compensate me and approaches me a bit to you, at least for a small fraction. I'm counting on it.

Today I'll spend the whole day at home, composing what is scattered.

Cause you and your pretty eyes . You keep me alive , keep me alive .

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saw this job a long time, as soon as it came out and all this time, the skit did not go out of my head.
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But something apparently blown ... had once done, I think it came out as a pale (((

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If for one moment forgotten God, I'm just a rag puppet, and gave to me slice of life, I would have probably not said what I think, but it certainly would have thought that saying.

I would value things not for how much they cost, but for how much they mean.

I would sleep little, more would have dreamed of, knowing that every minute, when we close our eyes we lose sixty seconds of light.

I would go on until all the remaining are not asleep, while others are sleeping.

I would listen when others talk, and how I would enjoy a good chocolate ice cream.

If God has gifted I have a piece of life, I would dress more modestly, to lay in the sun, substituting the warm rays of not only my body but the soul.

Lord, if I had heart, I would write all my hatred on ice and wait for the sun.

I would dream Van Gogh painted on the stars Benedetti poem, and Serrat song would be serenade, which I gave to the moon.

I would have poured tears of roses, to feel the pain of their thorns and the incarnated kiss of their petals ...

Lord, if I still remained a bit of life, I would not spend a single day, without telling the people I love, I love them.

I would convince every person dear to me in my love and would live in love with love.

I would explain to those who err in assuming that they cease to fall in love, when age, not realizing that age, when no longer love!

child I would have gave her wings, but allowed himself to fly.

old I would teach that death does not come with old age, but with forgetfulness.

I learned so much from you men, I realized that the whole world wants to live in the mountains, not realizing that true happiness is, as we climb the hill!

I realized that from the moment when the first newborn baby will shrink in his little finger fist his father, he his more will never let go.

I realized that one has the right to look down on others only when he helps him up!

There are so many things I could still learn from you people but in actual fact, they are unlikely to be useful, because when I put in that suitcase, unfortunately I already am dead.

Always say what you feel, and do what you think!

If I knew that today, the last time I saw you sleeping, I would have hugged you and prayed to God that he made me your guardian angel.

If I knew that today I see the last time, as you step out of doors, I would have hugged and kissed and called thee would again to give you more.

If I knew I hear your voice one last time, I would have taped everything that you say, to listen to it again and again, indefinitely.

If I knew it was the last moments when I see you, I would say: I love you and I had no idea fool you this is so familiar.

is always a tomorrow and life gives us another opportunity, to fix everything, but if I'm wrong and today is all that's left, I would like to tell you how much I love you and that you will never forget.

None young man, nor an old man can not be sure that it will come tomorrow.

Today, perhaps the last time you see the ones you love. So do not wait for something Do it today as if tomorrow never comes, you will regret the day when you have not had time for one smile, one hug, one kiss, and when you were too busy to fulfill a last wish.

Keep close to your people, they whisper in your ear, as they are you need them, love them and treat them carefully, take time to say: "I'm sorry," "Forgive me, please" and "thank you" and all those loving words that you know.

Nobody could remember you for your thoughts.

Ask the Lord of wisdom and strength to say what you feel.

Show your friends how important they are for you.

If you do not tell this today, tomorrow will be the same as yesterday. And if you do not do ever, nothing will matter.

he embodied their dreams. This moment has come.

Gabriel Garcia Marquez, 2 December 2000. "I'm leaving"
Nobel Prize for Literature.


PS
This letter is called "the last gift of a remarkable man and a true master ".
But the Marquez refused to recognize his authorship of this is certainly a talented farewell to the world ..

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Hey! As you passed the weekend? Me pretty good, yesterday I was in Lublin with Marta. We went rather biegłyśmy (we had to go more than 3 km in 15 minutes) on 'suicide Hall. " I will not dwell here on this film, do not move me, not shocked or depressed, perhaps because it is too unrealistic? But I will not say, interesting, so I encourage you, by virtue of the fact that it is a Polish film. Later we went to KFC traditionally, my second home, then to the stores (I hate myself for that, I do not spend any money and I left with two things, haha, /), then met up with Andie and we went to another KFC. There ... strange conversation in the bathroom, hair dryer and attacking the door to the code (so I wanted to open them: C). Later, when we were walking down the street, suddenly in front of us grew up crowd (200-300 people), lots of police and municipal guards. It was the 'march of the liberation of cannabis', mostly young people, fighting for the legalization of marijuana. What is done? We went after them: D But after a while we got tired of watching, some shortcomings This was a protest. People are sometimes so funny. I generally have no opinion as to the legalization of marijuana do not smoke and have no intention, and as someone wants it and so it does not matter whether it's legal or not.
Later we went to the dormitory Andie, where it struggled to make me a header (see results above, like it?), Then the bus and domkuu.
My yesterday shopping (shoot me for it, please.)

I liked the model's from the photo, where it lay on the beach and I decided that I want it so! Today, of course, now I like it less, but no well, /. : D

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Currently I am in the teaching of biology, I somehow quickly enters, it is not bad. Still waiting for me to do a poster with a wok but I have already been scheduled, and no traditional homework in Polish.

yhh, I hate Sundays.

song for today: Hollywood Undead-This love this hate.

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more and more often I think about the future. Analyze errors, relieves the mood to mention the good, light and carefree moments. Evenings, I sit on the windowsill, I open the window, leaning on no, I feel the cool wind owiewający my face, I look in the hidden darkness, and after a while I close my eyes. It's cold, I feel the thrill of penetrating into my hand, legs, back. Inhaling the scent of a friend, not knowing exactly what is its source, but damn I love him. I remember once having the six years I closed the room, sitting alone surrounded by friends, toys, furniture, clothing, teddy bears. I felt then strangely ominous pain, something he did not want to feel but I know it hurts and I need to survive, so I ran and hid from the people in this corner, closing your eyes and wait until it fills the emptiness inside me will disappear. Then it was better and everything is back to normal. But it is repeated, over and over. Now it is so, maybe less, but still. The only thing I was then, this is to hide and wait out the emptiness. I hope that one day will disappear for good, or that will soon show up in my life someone who will be able to understand the pain and will help me redeem it. Waiting.
And by the way a child should never suffer, you should always have a smile on your face, play, run, jump, create in your mind an imaginary reality, which will be theirs. I would once again for a while have 6 years to believe in the impossible and have open space, open the prospect of an open mind.

I'm not sad. I'm one of the happiest people on earth because I have a family, I have friends, I have a big house, I have money, I think I have as high IQ (or at least I hope so: p), I have talent, I have an idea, my ambition, my future, my faith and hope, my life (because I know that at this time, since I started writing this note, the world's a lot of people have died and not known where to go, but they soon learn that over which all people are racking their brains-what comes after death?) I'm eating, and at this moment a lot of people suffer from hunger, I have .. . I have a lot of things, like all of you who read this, so take a look sometimes on the above mentioned elements and Appreciate it sincerely, because once you get away and you will regret that he never properly pielęgnowaliście not.
That my thoughts today. I hope that although half of the people coming here to read, not just advertise your beautiful blog and writes that the picture is nice, because, yes, if it was not nice, is that it was not here: P. I'm going to do
something I dreamed of since the morning since I pulled off the bed: I'm going to brew tea, take a book, phone and hide under the covers, enjoying the pleasant buzz radiator, to write to all the people on the list and tired of his strange considerations, (which I do quite often lately) and meditate on the occasion, thanking at the same time for each above mentioned thing. Currently I'm reading
Jillian Westfield married. It was loud enough about this book recently, so it could not fail also in my library. As for me ... quite trivial, petty, shallow and not communicating any valuable content. I would not recommend! But if someone does not have an exaggerated taste too, well ... I feel like
read something heavier, forcing the thought, look at something I never bother with a completely different perspective, something full of emotion, passion, anger, and even forcing me to change the view on the subject, which certainly would have been mad, but in domesticating the end of this, would agree with the author's opinion completely absurd.
anyone knows something? : D
What with me, let's think ... Last night was a tragic, never again, please! When I got home it was half past eleven so all I did was swim and go to bed. Today, collapsed completely in chemistry quiz ... my ones begin to multiply ... I promise to start to learn!
And anyway ... Besides, it's just a stupid number on the paper that once went into paper: D

song for today: All Crystal Castles and nothing else!

Oh, yesterday aired the last episode skinsów! Who links to me in pain? Waiting until dear translators translate into Polish and go see!
Btw. This note certainly is full of repetitions, unintelligible sentences, spelling and tragic mistakes but it does not have the strength to read it and fix ... Besides, I probably read the entire usunęłabym so przymknijcie eye on style!
Btw2. They took off my camera on my teeth! But do not write the congratulations, now I have something even worse: C: D

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Fucking happy day.

Damn. Sometimes I really hate myself. I am furious that I was doing something, knowing that I hurt himself and others. And then damn regret. Unfortunately. Always doing, then I think. On the occasion of know and remember to never believe in any of my word. Because it was only the influx of conflicting emotions, is already good, but probably too late.
sorry.
By the way, why do you always care about the people who have me in the ass, and those who are interested in me-floated? I do not understand.
This notice will be extremely pessimistic, but I can not in itself give rise to positive feelings. scared. What will be. I'm afraid that not everything goes as it should, that I'm doing wrong, wrong thinking and bad planning. I would like a clue, though small, I was sure that I can.
I do not know what I should, what I need, and what I want.
I wonder what you're doing what you're thinking, if you look now at the sky just like me and lazily watching the clouds moving across the sky. I hope it goes well.
believe in destiny? I believe that. Damn. I hope that someday it will save me. Then utter superlatives here, I promise.
What about me? I got another one in biology, I wrote something on geography ... I do not know how well. Mathematics, as usual, a nightmare ... I got 3 and 5 in English, Hellz yeah. Today I finished lessons at 12.10, I went to some shops, there are not cool was, I went to the bus, listening to the howling child on the bus for 20 minutes, I went home, came to my shoes from Diesel (they are great-> few posts back), now I'm writing this note fucked, just do outstanding work with the German and I'm going on a course, then I'm going to buy a lot a lot of food, and embrace the start-in the sense of a diet to gain weight (yeah, you poor things have to exercise, sweat, starve, and I opychać, everything in my life is turned upside down, interesting is not it? .)
And now change the notes on a positive note, in which we all believe and smile and enjoy this (if ever you read this):
I'm damn happy that I'm with you and that I can see these funny, lazily gliding through the sky clouds. I am glad that I know what you're doing, because we do it together, what are you laughing because we laugh together, what you're thinking, because thinking about me.
Thank you for you (second person) forgave me crazy, sudden decisions that only make another upset, well, I promise better.
really anything I'm not afraid, I am absolutely certain that what I want and what I have and what you should. I'm very lucky, I love every second of what I already have and what I get. Oh, and you really love me! And you too! I use it loves me, because it gives me the best! haha!
I get the same good grades in biology, geography, English, maths! Oh, and no children on the bus! There never was and never will be!
I'm so fucking happy!
Happy, happy happy happy happyyy.

And what that note do you prefer? If this is the first people meanly of you and change your attitude and enjoy the happiness of someone else! I do not know you, but I improved mood. Immediately
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song for today: Passion Pit The Reeling (Bubblegum Sci-Fi Remix) .

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I love every man who read this note! Oh, and Andie
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we are the world.

There are days when I'm happy, jump, scream and laugh. Then close to me, or on a distant continent, in a completely different world to someone blew up the world, crying, despair, bitterness in the wave is doing something will later regret, can not think clearly. Sometimes it is just that I'm crying, I hear a noise in my head, I'm afraid I do not have to turn to for help, or a few hundred kilometers parędziesiąt me someone big dreams came true, he is happy, excited and full of energy.
The only thing we have to do is think positively and hope that tomorrow will be better, never worse. For someone this day is the beginning of existence, to the other end. It's such a sequence, sequence of events in which we are all equal and all of us associated This self-beginning and end. Only depends on us, which during this time is going to happen. It is we who are born with a fresh new start and we can do what you desire-to live together important and not someone else, focus on yourself, do not listen to some idiots say 'impossible', because for them may not be possible and may have stupid low self-esteem, but what the fuck? What will happen to them? They will live and move among the words, not getting anything in return what she wanted. It must be
. Every thing that happens in our lives has its cause and effect. Maybe it planned? Or maybe he just wanted to quiet this? Whatever happens to us-the negative / positive, we deserve it. And the end.
You know, I'm generally not interested in the world. Do not watch the news, I do not know what happens to the lives of public figures, what are the problems of state, who died, who was still alive. There proclaim the same sad, unfortunate thing, pretending that im so sorry. People too, watching it, they say 'what a pity', go dejected, but I really enjoy it their fate is not a disaster. People are meanly fuckers, they prefer to watch as others suffer and fall than to see elevation and leaking tears of happiness after their cheeks. I prefer to live in ignorance, believing that all that surrounds me is beautiful and emanates positive energy. I like when people around me laugh and are all 'wyjebane', do not worry about the negative aspects of their lives just trying to accept them / change. Then I laugh at them for what to cry, because you only live once?

Michael Jackson-We Are The World.

so in all, this notice is some unintelligible gibberish

but I had somewhere to live on.